Thursday, May 3, 2012

Hello Mr. Heating Pad

Well, I was right. My period decided to grace me with its presence today. I know I said in my last post that I wasn't feeling very optimistic about this cycle but I have to admit there was a part of me that was hopeful. It was there in the back of my mind and kept inching it's way forward. 


As luck would have it, I have a fairly busy afternoon and evening lined up. I really hope the Tylenol I took will kick in so these pesky cramps will subside. Right now I am sitting at my desk at work dreaming of my heating pad and the comfy chair in my living room (known to us as "the napping chair" because I tend to take lots of accidental naps while lounging there). I hope I will have a little chance to unwind there between work and my evening obligations. Even just fifteen minutes with that cozy heating pad would suffice. 


Sigh, I guess I should get my head out of the clouds and continue on with my day. I'm also planning a nice sob fest when I finally have a moment to myself. That hopeful part of me is feeling really crappy right now and I want to award her a moment to grieve the loss of another month without a pregnancy. I think she would also like some chocolate...and some wine...and definitely some time with Mr. Heating Pad.

5 comments:

  1. Awwww Ann, this blows. Sucky sucky sucky May.

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  2. She deserves that chocolate and wine! Hugs.

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  3. Have a good sob, I had one last night and I feel much better. The wine and chocolate wont hurt either!

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    1. You know I never actually got around to my sob feat last night. I had a volunteer meeting that ran quite late and then I went out for ice cream with a friend (yes, there was lots of hot fudge sauce included!) This morning I'm off to watch my niece and nephew, then I have work, followed by evening plans with friends. Once again my busy bee attitude will keep the sobbing at bay. Maybe tomorrow I can crumple in a ball and unwind.

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  4. Hopefully you were able to cry with chocolate and wine this weekend. It really does help to get it all out. Thinking of you!

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